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556727_10201878497220607_1461283341_n Positive Thinking… is as good as a Superstition if that is all you do…think positive. People are determined to change a situation in their lives by injecting positive thoughts and for most part it doesn’t work, but for those who know how to do it right, it is an act that attracts miracles. Positive thinking by itself doesn’t work because attached to it is HOPING that it will work. Hoping will not create the outcome, it is FAITH that moves mountains. Positive thinking is the first step you take. Having good thoughts to intentionally bring in what you desire is the way to start. One has to keep practicing these good thoughts without wishing and hoping for the outcome. The act of thinking positive is just that … an action. If we attach the outcome we become needy and frustrated until we lose patience and give up. Then we say “ it doesn’t work.” We go back to taking the necessary and available means to solving our problems. This is why most people say “ I hope thinking positive thoughts work.” because it doesn’t always work for them. However, if we are focused on the practice of thinking good thoughts directed to what we want to create in our life, the energy of positive thoughts magnifies. It achieves momentum and attracts the things that we are trying to bring forth. By not focusing on the end result or the desired outcome we don’t feel the lack of that desire which slows down the process. When we finally get into the habit of practicing the positive thoughts without the focus of the outcome, we forget the desire because we begin to feel happy and it doesn’t matter so much whether the outcome is here, or not here yet. Another sign of progress is that you begin to believe that it is possible and it is! because you are now allowing the unseen Source to work it for you instead of just your Ego pushing it’s way to get what it wants. Due to the work you did …ie.

  • Thinking positive
  • Practicing the positive thinking without attachment to the desire until it becomes a habit.
  • Believing that it is possible
  • Allowing for the desire to be brought to you.

you are able to align your desire with God/Source’s desire. When it matches the Source/God’s will…it will be brought to you at the right time with the very least effort and it will happen very quickly. So you better be listening and ready. This I can guarantee. It has happened to me many, many times. The saying “when it’s meant to be it will be” describes this reality perfectly. Sometimes no matter what positive thinking we do, no matter how we practice and believe it, it still may not happen. The reason is because it is not intended for us in the first place. If it is for your higher good, chances are it will be answered. If it isn’t? It is still answered according to what your soul’s needs are and not what your ego wants. So put your desires in check…is it your Soul’s need and desires or is it your Ego’s. If it is you Soul’s be patient without waiting and be ready.


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As Light filters to the New Earth, we will be faced with many challenges.  You may be experiencing difficulties arising in your life right now more than ever before, it is because as Light comes to the planet, each human being is being stripped off their egos. The dark within us that causes suffering must surface to be released. In order for us to release this, we are thrown challenges to deal with. How we react depends on the choices we make…we can choose to be beings of Light or we can be beings of darkness.

During this time when our planet is experiencing the Great Change in awakening, even the Lightworkers who have devouted their time and effort to being in the Light in order to help balance the world, they too are having a rough time, even tougher time now because anything that the ego has not let go yet is coming up. The Light is washing all of us. It is like being in a washing machine, we will all continue to be in the washing machine of Light until we are clean, ready for the new life awaiting us in the New Earth where love, peace, harmony, balance, joy and abundance is waiting.

We cannot just let the light do the work for us. The work we need to do is to know what attitude to apply when problems arise. How do we react? Do we react fighting it? Do we resist what we don’t like happening in our life at this time? Or do we accept it without resistance and go with the flow and trust that things will work out just fine, because you know …it will, you know why? Our Light energy will attract the solutions that will solve the issues. Remember the saying “Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only Light can do that…” The same principle applies here. We need to tap into that light within us, each of us carry this light. When we resist, we are only given more to resist about, challenges will appear until we learn to respond with love and compassion, patience, understanding, and joy no matter what. It’s not easy to do but that’s what is asked of us. This is the Divine plan and we need to participate in making the change in order for us to move to the New Earth where we’ll never have to deal with any kind of suffering anymore… that pain that our ego created.

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untitledGoing through the Alchemy is not an easy process. When the soul is transforming, deep cleansing is needed and heavy negative issues are coming out to be released, to learn how to forgive and let go, how to drop negativity, the feeling of smallness and powerlessness. The soul is learning who he/she truly is.

That is what has been happening to me during the last few weeks, it may even have been months! I knew that I couldn’t stay in this spot for a long time. I know I have to raise my vibration quickly, in order for me to serve my purpose in life. It is very important that I springboard back to being a positive individual to evolve into a newly reborn spirit. I have learned how to use spiritual tools and I know I am well-equipped to pass this test. I just need now to turn around to get out of this low vibration experience I have been sitting on for a long time now.
So it’s time to act and put all the knowledge into practice.

1) I knew that I had to release the negative energy I had been carrying, so yesterday I committed myself into clearing my energy. I smudged with sage and I meditated with my CD Chanting the Chakras (Roots of Awakening) by Layne Redmond. I have found this CD very helpful when I needed to cleanse my energy. It unblocks energy. Once I listened to this CD, I could feel the energy run through me and I felt joyful as my spirit was being uplifted.

2) I knew that I need to forgive. I needed to forgive my situation, everyone and everything involved in the situation. I needed to forgive myself for reacting and holding on to a situation I didn’t like rather than accepting and letting it go without owning it. I knew better but my soul needed to go there in order for me to completely release it.

3) This morning, I woke up and first thing I did was count my blessings.

4) Afterwards I said my Affirmations…with I AM.
I AM Love… (going within and feeling how God is love and so I AM)
I AM Goodness (feeling how God is all Goodness and so I AM)
I AM Joy (feeling how God is Joy and so I AM)
I AM Beauty (feeling how God is Beauty and so I AM)
I AM Abundant (feeling how God is Abundant and so I AM)
I AM Creative (feeling how God is Creative and so I AM)

At the end of this affirmation I felt powerful, it’s like suddenly I have God’s power within me, and I become like Him.
Then I said… “Let there be prosperity in my life.”
“ Let there be clients knocking at our door, old prospects ready for Bob’s help, new prospects searching for Bob, and work lined up for us easily.”
I continued my affirmations/ intentions this way, then I realized…when God created us and our planet, He created it with His Consciousness, His Mind and His Love. He created them with ease. The Law of Manifestation teaches us to create by using our minds and feelings, being in the state of purity and therefore a mind that knows possibilities, isn’t that asking us to imitate God?  Also, isn’t it true that in order to manifest, we need to align ourselves with God, which to me is to be like His image and likeness…to be like gods and goddesses. I know people who refer us all as gods and goddesses but I really never paid attention to it. I knew what they mean but it didn’t really hit me like the way I understood it now. My exercise about affirming my intentions like I AM the God within me and feeling His power made me aware of my strength within that I can create anything easily for God created with no effort. He brought us the Law of Least Effort because He wanted us all to know that it is what is intended. Man created work, but we are more than just a man. Each of us is given access to this power but because of our ego, we never really found this.

As it turned out, Bob didn’t put in his usual 8 hours of work. Today he too changed his practices. He let the Law of the Least Effort work for him.
“The fourth spiritual law of success is the Law of Least Effort. This law is based on the fact that nature’s intelligence functions with effortless ease and abandoned carefreeness. This is the principle of least action, of no resistance. This is, therefore, the principle of harmony and love.” By Deepak Chopra
This morning he had four appointments and one referral which landed his 5th appointment.

As for me, my day was productive. I was feeling inspired, ready to create, I saw beauty around me, I had joy in my heart, had a spring in my step and love was back in all aspect of my life.

When we find out who we truly are…we have access to the kingdom of God.
So, I AM moving forward…happily!

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untitledThe last two days, I found myself giving into lower energies by noticing my beloved husband’s reaction on daily life situations. I was attentive to the way he talked, the thoughts and emotions he unconsciously sent out. In the 3D world we live in today and moving away from, his action is NORMAL. However, if you are working on being “AWAKE” and making an effort to transform into a more loving human being, all these “normality” needs to be tweaked in order to evolve into an enlightened person. We are heading to the Golden Era of our New World and we couldn’t just be unconsciously reacting and sending low vibrations into our space. Mind you I did too but I was conscious about my reactions and chose to dwell on it anyways. Frustration sat in, rather than turning around to be loving and compassionate.

So during meditation today, I asked for help. I knew that I needed to get past this frustration. How can I be loving instead of correcting and making him understand or be aware of his actions? I knew I couldn’t continue to hold his hand, I quit doing this because I realized, he has to do the work himself, find his own way towards his transformation. I know he makes the effort and he really tries but because the work that has to be done is different from the “norm” it is the not easy. I’m sure it didn’t come easy for me as well at the beginning. It is just hard for me to see the negativity of the “old practice” because I worked hard on eliminating old beliefs and practices to enjoy the fuller and freer life.

I began meditating by asking Archangel Michael to clear all the negativity in my energy field, within my body, in the crevices of my internal system, between my cells and organs. I imagined releasing it to Archangel Michael. Then I thanked him for his continued assistance. (As you may already guess, I call upon him a lot when it comes to clearing and raising my vibration.) I then offered all that I know, the wisdom, knowledge and understanding back to God. This way, I didn’t own them, I surrendered everything I know to Him. I was empty again and I was ready to listen.

The first thought that came to me was …“Listen to your breathing. Do you feel life as you inhale and exhale? That is God, the life force in you and in every one of you. That is energy within you, some call it spirit, soul but regardless of what you call it, it is something that gives you life. Let’s keep this simple, let’s remove the labels or names. Let’s remove the religious teachings, beliefs, personalities, one’s character, gender, race …that life force is still there. Regardless of who you think you are, that doesn’t change the life force within you. What you see in others exists in you. Remove all the complicated stuff (that man created) i.e. religion,  beliefs based on society’s practices and their past, personalities, education, professions, wealth accumulations, race and genders, international borders, you are all made of the same life force who is God, you are all created from One Source. These complicated stuff caused you to be separated from one another, competing rather than loving one another. Now that you understand this…see the light and goodness in everyone. The God in you is present in others. Compassion is built by overlooking the mistakes and shortcomings of others.

I realized that by God’s grace I am able to know what I now know. He gave me the Grace of Courage to make the change, the Grace of Passion to be committed to my transformation, the Grace of Understanding to follow this road, the Grace to Hear so I can act, and the Grace of Faith so I can stay on this path. It dawns on me that Grace is freely given by God at the right time to everyone. I really don’t know the Grace my husband is receiving but now I know that God gives him what he needs for his own evolvement today.

This changed my perspective. I realized that I now can be loving instead of needing to correct. I could choose to see the beauty in every bad situation. Would it be easy? Heck no! but I know I can try to focus on the gift that God gave me in my husband. I wouldn’t be able to reach where I am now spiritually without his support. He allowed me to grow and expand so I guess I should be there to support him as well, and trust that God has him covered because God is within him.


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ImageWhen I am visited by FEAR, my weapon was to respond with LOVE for I know Love and Fear cannot exist together.

Last night’s meditation with the group was wonderful. I started affirming that I am LOVE. I imagined pink light, the colour of a rose quartz, radiating inside my body. I allowed it to glow sending the pink light to the people in the room, then sending it to my family then extending it outward to the world. Suddenly I stopped because I began feeling the love. This time I am receiving the love. The feeling of love when I was in Abadiania came back. I just reveled on the feeling until our meditation was over.

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hokeypokeyGood morning Tuesday! Something got me excited when an unusual thing happened before I got up. I was awake but I kept my eyes closed. Suddenly, I saw I a small yellow light dot, which became bigger and bigger. It opened up into a shape of a picture. I saw a long metal post facing me and the floor where it was planted. I tried to hold on to this picture as long as I could because I know when these things occur; they don’t last. The picture was like a motion picture in the old days but the color was in yellow for a while and then it became black and white before it disappeared. This vision probably lasted 30-40 seconds.  I have no idea what the picture was about but I am happy that it seems like my third eye is starting to open up. I had snippets of clear visions in my mind before this but they were so short that I really couldn’t make out what they were. The first experience  I had, was when I was in the current room meditating in Abadiania. It caught me by surprise when I saw the sun, shining so bright and I was staring at it. That vision was so clear it lasted about as long as this last one. I don’t really know up to now why that appeared to me but someone interpreted it as the third eye when I was there.

Before Dec. 21st, there was a lot of talk in the Spiritual community about the Ascension of our planet Earth and the Humanity. There were so many Ascension symptoms shared by  people around the world. I became interested in knowing more as I too had been experiencing them. One of the things I found out was that we human beings as we become awakened we are capable of so many gifts and one of them is the power of the third eye. Some people are already born with it, but just because most are not, doesn’t mean we don’t have it. The readings suggested that to open the third eye, one must be aware of what they eat. I have slowed down my intake of coffee and tea. I drink coffee now only in the weekends. I am careful of what I eat, avoiding fried food which is not good for the pineal gland (the one that is associated with the third eye), and I don’t drink wine as much as I like. Last night I was very tempted because the suggestion of celebrating Valentine’s Day yesterday came up, so that we can drink wine because on February 14th, Bob will be on medication after his root canal. The wine is there waiting, in fact the white is already opened. The major deciding factor for me was “what is this going to do with my third eye?” As soon as that thought arrive, I let go the desire to drink the wine.

This morning’s experience was like small prize for being conscious and for putting importance to what I believe I could have…the power of my third eye. If the talk about Ascension was true to me then, I am more convinced of the truth of it. It’s like I’m in a position to choose what direction to take and it’s up to me to go forward or to stay in my old life, old self. As I demonstrate it to my hubby, it’s like dancing the hokey pokey. I put one foot in the Fourth Dimensional plane and then I pulled it back to the Third Dimensional world we live in. One thing I am sure is that I am going about this slowly, openly and with determination, patience and detachment.  Really, I am just enjoying the journey!

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My Solar Plexus Needs Help!

Tigers_eye_egg_shapeToday was a great day. I was upbeat, excited and just bubbly. However, I miss interaction with my husband because for the past few days, he has been suffering from a painful toothache. The infection was so bad that the dentist couldn’t even help fix it ’till the infection is controlled. Due to this, I must be absorbing all the negative energy that is in his system; imagine the pain, frustration, anger and feeling victimized. I couldn’t help but listen to how he is feeling. I would have reacted differently. I know how to heal my body fast or at the very least I know how to stop my body from contracting even more when in pain or ill. So, I felt frustrated too and I guess this affected my body. I could feel the pressure in my stomach. There was no pain, just a little knot, it’s like when you feel anxious, you can feel that knot in your gut. This uneasy feeling started when he began to have the toothache. Each day since, I ignored his whining. I had to protect my body. There was constant hugging but I remove myself as soon as there is a story about the pain.

When I picked my Angel card for the day, I got the Solar Plexus card. The solar plexus is where the abdominal area is located. I thought that it was perfect! The card asked me to pray to Archangel Michael to help me cut the cord of negative energy lingering in my solar plexus area. It explained why I might be having such negative feeling. It told me that it was okay for me to feel powerful. It assured me that what I am doing is alright. It suggested that I get a gemstone that pertains to the Solar Plexus. Citrine is the obvious one and fortunately, I have two small citrines to use.

I was getting ready to meditate. I decided to let go of my clear crystal and to substitute it with the citrine. As I passed by the dining area, I directed my eyes to the pair of Tiger Eyes stone on display. Yes! I had totally forgotten about it. Since we acquired them, I had not had a chance to use them for meditation. Tiger Eye is also the Solar Plexus stone and it is also the stone for new beginning, for helping with connecting the physical and spiritual aspects of life. The tiger eyes seemed to have called me to take them today, which is also the Chinese New Year. Considering where I am right now in life, it makes sense that I should work on my Solar Plexus Chakra as well. To me these are all coming together very nicely.

During meditation, I could feel the stones alive. It somehow activated the energy in my body. There was a tapping sensation on the side of my right eye, my left arm started pulsating, as well as my hands that were holding the stones and my lower back too. The usual experience such as cold air just above my nose and reflection of light with my eyes closed and in a dark room, arrived as well.

When I was done with my meditation, I decided to incorporate the tapping EFT ( Emotional Freedom Technique) I have been learning during these past days. I started acknowledging the anxious feeling in my abdominal area as I tapped the meridian points of the body to clear the energy system. I have forgiven the feeling that was causing my solar plexus to contract and then I expressed the love for my body and my wish to help clear it from any negative energy. I reassured that part of my body, that all is well and that there was nothing to be fearful about. After maybe five rounds of tapping, I felt my stomach relax. There was definitely a lighter feeling.

Wow! I did it! Never will I allow any negative emotion to live in my system again. Thank you to the Tapping World Summit that I came across last week. Thank you God for sending me angels for guidance.

Like I said, I had a pretty good day. A day of self care. The day started with a healthy Paleo meal, then a walk by the river and now I am ending it with some Smooth Jazz music as I say Goodnight!

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